Things take time

At least once a day, for the past two weeks I have burst out into tears in consternation and worry about my future.

I am waiting to start full time substitute teaching. I am waiting on HR to get my background check clearance. I am also waiting to start my after school tutoring job. My training is tonight.

I am waiting to hear from UNM about grad school, still! I went to enquire about the wait with the director, and she said they are waiting on the Governor, and then on APS to tell them how much money they will be given. More money means more applicants accepted, less money means less people accepted. I still feel positive.

I am in the beginning of a new relationship, and sometimes it's hard for me to stay in the moment, in the day to day, and in my most girly moments, I just wanna know, where is this going?

Just wait young grasshopper woman. Time will tell. Soon you will be working, and making money, and be in graduate school, and you simply can't rush love, so just wait.

Just wait.